Where am I?

I had really wanted my first post...

after a very LONG break from blogging...

due to a certain adorable little girl...

to be completely about my wonderful (wait, did I just write that?) labor and delivery exactly 1 week ago.


But...

instead...

I am back in the hospital with my sweet, precious girl...

and apart from the rest of my family.

Hannah's bilirubin levels were really high, so at her appointment yesterday, her doctor recommended that we admit her.

And it really sucks.

I know it is only temporary. Brad is able to be at home some with the kids throughout the day. My mother in law is here, and she has been a great help.

But I just don't want to be here. I want to be at home with my children. I want to be adjusting to the craziness that 3 children bring. I want to cuddle my little guy and brush my daughter's hair.

I just want to go home.

And after a long night, I just found out her levels are still too high.

So here I sit. Missing my children. Missing my husband.

And trying to be content where God has me.


Oh...and I can't even upload pictures of Hannah yet...since they are on our home computer.

But stay tuned...you won't want to miss pictures of sweet little Hannah Joy.

She is truly worth the wait and worth every minute of sitting in this lonely hospital room.